Where's my baby?

Zane had his haircut again today (3rd time already...this kid has more hair than me). The kid would not sit still to let the lady cut it with scissors so she pulled out plan B...the clippers! Its so short. The length of it doesn't bother me, its just that he looks so much like a little boy now and not a baby. I guess he will be 1 soon, but it makes me so sad to stare at him and not see the little baby I was so anxiously awaiting this time last year, but to see a grown up little boy. I am so happy he is growing up healthy and is happy and thriving, but it doesn't make me not miss my baby!