I know I say it every year...but wow, time flies! Seriously - how is my first born seven years old?? I sure don't feel seven years older - so how is it possible?
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Somedays I am amazed that we've kept a child alive and unbroken for this long!! Who would've thought that Josh and I had it in us when we first started this journey of parenthood?! I
thought I knew it all about babies, I mean I babysat all the time growing up and had 4 younger siblings...haha! We didn't know shi* about babies once we were handed one of our own! You can tell someone until you're blue in the face that having a child is the most tiring, thankless; yet best job you'll ever have and they'll never get it...until they have their own! It's true - parenting is beyond tiring, it's never ending, it's a 24/7/365 job, no paid vacations, no sick leave, no 2 week notice; time for a new job - it's constant...there are no quarterly reviews with someone patting you on the back and telling you you're doing great and you'll see your annual 3% raise on your next paycheck. But - something else that you won't know until you have your own child; is just how much you can love someone and how unconditional that love is. You don't realize the true meaning of saying you'd lay down your life for someone...until you have your first child. You don't understand that this little person who depends on you day in and day out is exactly what you needed to make you feel whole.
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I am constantly in awe of the boy that Zane is growing into. This child melts my heart everyday. He is a lover and a total mama's boy and I don't mind one bit! Zane is one of the bravest soul's that will ever cross your path. He wears his heart on his sleeve.
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He is shy at first, scared of dogs for no known reason, lives-breaths-sleeps soccer, if he had it his way; he'd wear shorts and neon t-shirts 365 days a year, he loves when babies smile at him, he can love and despise his little brother in a span of 30 seconds. Zane doesn't like to be alone, he always wants to be where he can see or hear you. He loves school and is progressing just as he should be. He tells me he loves me everyday and is not ashamed to give me a hug and a kiss in the middle of his school cafeteria in front of all of his friends!
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Zane loves to help and is ecstatic when daddy asks him to help out in the garage. The kid loves to hike and will school you up the side of a mountain. He loves to run and will just keep on runnin' and runnin' and runnin' like Forrest Gump if he could. He loves arts and crafts, shooting hoops, riding his bike, having NERF battles and building Legos. Just like his mama he can get frustrated very easily when he can't figure something out fast enough. But at the same time he's just like his daddy and is patient, mellow and kindhearted.
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I hope that we can keep on doing what we're doing because I think we're doing a pretty darn good job - he's turning out to be a pretty stand up young man. I thank God everyday for my beautiful children - I am so happy that we were trusted enough to be made their parents.
Happy Birthday Zane - I am not sure there is enough time on earth for me to show you just how much I love you. No matter how old you get - you will always be my baby.